I thought I was…
I thought I was having a mid-life crisis today, however, I’m only 32 and I am not actually facing any real crisis’…..so maybe it was a panic attack? I reflected a lot today…made me panicky….reflective panic attack? I was attacked by panicky, reflective thoughts…..but then I told them to shut the F up. I put my reflective-panic-attack-mid-life crisis in check. Or on a shelf. Possibly a file cabinet….that I don’t actually use files so much as I just throw shit inside it and smoosh it all down, pushing adamantly to shut the drawer. It may not be the healthiest way to deal with a past full of heartache, but in my own ADHD chaos filled head, my organizational skills just make sense. I live in choreographed craziness and I love it.
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