I got lost…

 Oh my goodness.  It has been nearly two months since my last blog and I have so much to say that I almost have nothing to say.  I don’t even know where to begin. 

I want to talk about why I have not been able to touch my blog.  I want to share with you my struggles as well as the many blessings that have occurred over the last two months.  I want to tell you about a new guy in my life; a guy who is the exact opposite of douche bag.  I want to make you laugh.  I want to wish you all a very Happy New Year! I want to talk about resolutions and bettering ourselves for the sake of mankind.

So, as you can see I’ve got a lot of ground to cover and it will take a little time.  This was a huge step for me, just opening up my blog and looking at it…let alone write anything.  I let disappointment affect my self-worth…..struggles I digested as being a failure……I stopped smiling as much….I forgot my purpose and narrowed my perspective……..THIS IS THE OLD ME and I let her start to move in again.  Well, I sucked it up and I punched that bitch face….just kidding.  Honestly, all the loving people in my life snapped me out of it and I feel so very blessed.

These tiny little paragraphs are all I’ve got tonight but it’s just the beginning.  Before I head off to bed, I have to tell you all how much I appreciate you…for reading my stuff, for your comments, for your messages, for your love and support.    I wish you all knew how much you really carry me.

I wish you the best year, filled with love and happiness!

Love,

Leslie